some hearts

2008-05-13T22:01:00.008+08:00

Photoshop ♥

Click on thumbnail for larger picture. Oldest at the top, Newest at the bottom.

2008-05-13T21:55:00.002+08:00

Pictures, Stock Photos ♥

you are my sunshine my only sunshine

2008-04-05T12:45:00.003+08:00

Omggg, Impressions is over O: O:
I can't believe it.
We worked so so hard for that two hours
AND NOW ITS OVER.
& I can't believe i was down with fever during to concert -.-
Spoiler :(

Anw! Thank you everyone :D
For the Chocolates & Flowers! I like them v v much.
& i would hope that you would erase that memory of me running in that car blowing bubbles with the horn asap!

Thank you v v much :D Thank you to my section i love you all v v much! WE PLAYED WELL OKAY! Most importantly we had fun and enjoyed ourselves! Love!

Stepping down after founders day -.- I dont want to goooo. I have to collect my 2nd in class prize. I DONT WANT TO WEAR BAND UNI ON STAGE! D:

OH OH ANYONE WITH PICTURES OF MY FACE, CAN YOU SEND ME PLEASEEEE.
Cause i took many many pictures with idontknowwho's camera :D
So send me! deanna_gan@hotmail.com

Thank you fiona&others for the rose, jason for the rose & chocs (ps your rose died cause you didn't put water!), donna's mom for the flowers she bought for the whole band, dom for your daisy, gracia for you purple rose and teddybear, ickyviki for you sunflower :D
&&& Shirly plus the wg horns for the chocs and many others for the sweets! Thankyou! Ilu! :D

2008-03-20T17:26:00.001+08:00

Im bored.
This blog is so deaaaaaaad.

Leave the past in the past gonna find the future

2008-03-07T19:57:00.001+08:00

Lets not waste another moment.
Lets make the best out of it.
Lets fully really utilize what time we have now.
So we won't regret it and so next year we'll be crying in happiness and not in sadness.

We only have 7 months. Its not a long time. 2 months has already gone past so fast. There really isn't much time, honestly.

Work hard, Play hard! :D Keep that in mind.

i say yes when i ought to say no

2008-03-06T21:16:00.002+08:00

I've got a new layout!
Its a very very sexy mister _______
GO FIGURE!
hahah. but it's with xinying now so i'll code it another day instead :D

HAPPY MARCH HOLS.
i hope the MTP didn't spoil your mood.
Rmbr that its alright to Play hard as long as you Study hard :D

Make your heart drop and come alive

2008-02-24T12:23:00.001+08:00

CONGRATS WGSB FOR THE GREAT PERFORMANCE LAST NIGHT :D

so she said what's the problem, baby

2008-02-18T21:03:00.002+08:00

My brain juices are dry. Dry.
Omg, all the classes today are so so dryyyyyyy.

Social Studies test, followed by E-Hist test.
Then A math which i ended up stoning instead of listening.
MT where i scored pathetically alright.
& Eng where i fcking screwed the bloody paper up.
Omgggg. That Eng paper was so screwed.
HOW CAN I GET AN A LIKE THIS?!

Three more tests this week.
CMON DEANNA, SURVIVEEEEE.

prove to me that they're not all the same

2008-02-17T13:19:00.002+08:00

TWILIGHT CASTING IS OUT.
HAHAHAH.
But sadly,
I only like, Carlisle, Esme, Emmet, Jasper, Jessica and Victoria
Cause.
JAMES IS TOO HANDSOME ):
& Rosalie isn't blond and doesn't look like a great big beauty like she's described as in the book.

I think these girls would make better Rosalie's :D
http://i0003.photobucket.com/albums/0003/AskMen/top99_marisa_miller.jpg
http://i0003.photobucket.com/albums/0003/AskMen/top99_rachel_mcadams.jpg
http://i0003.photobucket.com/albums/0003/AskMen/top99_elisha_cuthbert.jpg

& not that i don't have any thing against brunettes cause this one
http://s0003.photobucket.com/albums/0003/AskMen/?action=view&current=top99_april_scott.jpg
Is blooody pretty lah! SHE WOULD MAKE A BETTER ROSALIE OKAY!

Maybe i have too high expectations. Anyway
EXPECT THIS BLOG TO MOVE SOON :D

you're a chance taker, heartbreaker

2008-02-11T18:09:00.000+08:00

Dammit.
I only remembered yesterday that SPA is on wed and thur.
And i haven't studied.
And school today really sucked.
And i got back my chem test results.
And i deproved like shit.
And i don't understand why he said i can get an A when i'm doing so badly.
And i think i need to buck up.

Like, really really. REALLY.
>:(
I feel so sianzxzxz.

oh bad girls get you down

2008-02-08T13:43:00.000+08:00

Mother's side reunion dinner yesterday

MY COUSINS AND BROTHERS HAVE SOMETHING AGAINST SHORT PEOPLE OKAY!
>:(
Stupid Mark and his big mouth AGAIN.
I didn't take any pics, they are all with Mark.

They made fun of me yesterday -.- What's new?
Nothinggg!
Going out again ltr :D

That's Pepper :D

This is Cowie!

CNY Class celebration!

This is Johan

This is Randy Randy :D

This is Glor-Rain

This is Dominic

These are Butterflies on my mirror.

You're still a part of everything I do

2008-02-07T16:31:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year :D
many things happened recently! but life's been good to me, thank god.
Firstly the health plan fiona and i planned.
:D JIA YOU BITCH!
And the CNY celebration.
4H really isn't that bad, i think we have potential! :D
CONGRATS XINYING AND PAULINE.
LOLOLOL. I feel so honoured! They dedicated the song to me okay! ME LEH! :D:D
ps, your video still with me.

Reunion dinner w/ father's side last night. Going to have dinner with my mother's side tonight.
The most common of the comments.

To me:
"You grew taller leh!" :D :D!
"So skinny, must eat more!" -.-
"YOUR BROTHERS GETTING PRETTIER THAN YOU LEH"
£$"!&£$% lah! >:(

But to my older brother
"You perm your hair ah?"
"I was thinking, since when Deanna got another sister"

ROFLMAO!

the thin line between love and hate

2008-02-04T17:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACEEEEEE! ILU!
&I think i lost my band file ... O_O
I hope not. All the extra scores are inside :/ :/

ANYWAY.
School was boring, copied English homework during social studies and a math X: . I got 0/20 -.- What's new. A math for me is gone case. Even passing seems hard now -.- Went home straight after school w/ Grace. I'm becoming a guai kia now! :D

THE NEW TV CAME! Its now bigger and .. flatter! :D I LIKEEEEE. It really really sucks facing the blank wall everyday. Had tuition as usual. Gna do POA hw later and study for the chemistry and e math test tmr.

I hope i don't fail :( :(
Gracie says Chem is hardddddd.

Scared :/

sorry i have to move on and leave you behind

2008-02-01T20:26:00.000+08:00

♥an esoteric note;♡; says:
like now, sms me if you feel some exploding but some stuff!
♥an esoteric note;♡; says:
or any'g, i'm always available!
♥an esoteric note;♡; says:
for you
♥an esoteric note;♡; says:
♥

SWEET NO? :D That's why i love her tooooo ♥
In summary, today class was short, had chapel, then band.
Didn't play, my lips are swollen -.- like.. a sausage omg, and my ulcer hurts.
I hope it goes away!
): ): ):

Was supposed to go play basketball, ended up watching the rest eat at KFC and laughing away at xinying X: HAHAHA.

I found Allies today! HAHAHA. I think we'll have a great time talking! Yes yes? Heh. The rest is left to the lj :D

dreams can't take the place of loving you

2008-01-31T19:47:00.000+08:00

Ponned X country today X:
HAHAHAH.
So while all of them were running/walking, i was happily sleeeeeping!
:D :D :D
Anyway i heard 4h did not bad, CONGRATS :D

Met Fiona and Lxy for breakfast at macs.
Then lxy went home while Fiona accompanied me to poly clinic. Get MC and get my cream. Fiona wanted to buy MC but cannot :(
Bought * at tm, then went to walk walk a bit then came back to my house, cause i had to buy the bloody lunch(which he didn't eat) for my older brother. $%$^£
Went to pauline house for about two hours. Listened to them sing. Then called Pl and Grace d go play basketball. In the end Grace had a headache so she went home. Glor. played for awhile then she went home. And what happens when you leave me and Peilin together?

We eat :D :D :D HAHAHAHA. Its so typical. Waited for Fiona and Lxy to finish their Table tennis. Played basketball again, Lxy injured her finger :( So the game ended and we all went home! :D

Maybe playing agn tmr after band, Heh.

You act like you don't know, when you see me on the street.

2008-01-29T20:13:00.001+08:00

I realised quite a number of my Gb juniors came Shs O:
Hahahah, Random. Okay.

School sucked like usual :(
Ohmymamamia.
SPA IS IN TWO WEEKS.
Its like, the real thing! O levels leh! I scared X:
I'm like drinking a lot a lot of water yet my lips keep peeling and my bloody ulcer doesn't want to go away. $%$£&! Impressions coming some more -.-

>:(
Chem thing made me feel stupid again. Why why did i end up in a class with such smart people.
Booooooo.
After school went to TM, walked a lot looking for Lxy's CD. Couldn't find it in the end. Came back home and my shoulders are achinggggg :(

Eng compo test tmr. >:(

i'll spread my wings and i'll learn how to fly.

2008-01-28T18:01:00.001+08:00

Gah gah gah.
I DONT LIKE MYSELF TODAY.
I must must must must concentrate in class!
I think it was the lack of sleep.
Gna sleep earlier tonight :D

Anw, My ribs hurt when you poke them and when i laugh,
i think it's cause i laughed too much yesterday, Hahahha.
And and i dont' think i'm getting the cardigan from cotton on anymore.
Its okay! I'll find another top with pockets. I love pockets!
I think they're really cuteeeeee.

LOL, maybe i'm just weird.
Vday is coming. Thinking of the chocs makes me happyyyyyy!

Wa seh, and my brother, reformat com, now microsoft word and powerpoint also don't have -.- Like that how to do project? :( :(

Anw, since i can't do my project i was just aimlessly surfing around, found this v v sweet quote.
He had sent her eleven red roses, one each day; but on the twelfth day, he left her a fake rose on the table with a note that said:

I will love you until the last rose dies.

Andd
A beautiful thing is never perfect.
That's why there is no perfect ending—only a beautiful beginning.

Mmmkays, thats all :D Ciaoooooozxz.

Damn this guy can make me cry

2008-01-27T20:16:00.000+08:00

Today was goooooood. V v v tiring, wore heels and walked around a lot! I rock :D
Hahahha, meeting time was changed from 10
to 11, cause grace w couldn't make it
then 12, to have lunch first
then 1230, cause my mother came home late X:

LOL, but today was funnnn, settled a lot of v-day gifts!
Went over to Marina, then Suntec, then Expo then back to TM
( my feet hurts )
talked and gossiped laughed and realised a lot lot lot lot.
I realised why Pl loves to irritate Fiona so much, its really really fun! :D
HAHAHAHHA.

Yes pei lin, lets join forces >:)

i never found the right words to say

2008-01-25T20:30:00.000+08:00

study hard play hard! :D that's my new motto.

i must must study hard during the weekdays.
its packed with remedials anyway. and i always try to do my homework :D
mon - chinese tuition
tues - teaching tengli, chem
wed - math remedial, bandddd
thurs - humans remedial
fri - chinese remedial, band.

but my weekends are packed too! :D
this sat (tmr) - band orientation partayyy, subway, pineapple tarts!
sun - going out w/ fiona and miss wooooo!
next sat - GRACE D's 16TH!
next sun - vivo/sentosa!

Play hard, Study hard :D Lets do well for the Os this year, but make sure not to stress yourself out! C'mon Deanna, 12 points 12 points! >8D

2008-01-24T19:57:00.000+08:00

omfg, omfg
OMFG!
AHHHHH
bloody hell, my bloody brother refomatted the bloody com w/o even telling me.

%"£$^£$%

EVERYTHING'S GONEEEE
the music
the pictures
the everything
my adobe w/ all my brushes la!

dammit.
today is a baddddd day.
i hate npc, i seriously curse her man. >:((((!

just a dream, just an ordinary dream.

2008-01-20T12:41:00.000+08:00

Omg, the shopping trip yesterday gave me manymany blisters.
Lxy better be happy!
Next week shall be my turn.
HAHA!
Going out ltr to get my skirt and shoes.

:D
I loveeeeee CNY!

make up and fake smiles hide so much.

2008-01-17T20:17:00.000+08:00

NEW LAYOUT! :D
This is much more ... dull, but its okay, change is good!
School was uber boring today.
Went to bedok int after school,
Borrowed 4 books,
Had a Chocolate slushie,
Walked arnd,
Bought two tops,
Of which i've got to exchange one of them cause its really too big,
Met Fiona for bbt,
Went to her house,
Talk talk talk,
XY came to specially walk me home! ♥

Today was.. meaningful, feeling better and happier now :D

cause i'm the first to fall but last to know

2008-01-16T20:04:00.000+08:00

I HAVEN'T BEEN ONLINE FOR THREE DAYS O:
Which is a long time, for me anyway.
Because of, School, Homework, Remedial, Band :(
Its suckkkkkkkkks
Oh well, and i'm always too tired, cause i always end up sleeping instead :D
Tmr is my off day, i think i'm gonna take some time off and spend quality time with myself! ♥
I need to think through stuff.
I need to straighten out my thoughts.

& I need to slap myself for being so so moodswingy these days.

Plus, another bonus stress, band.
Syf is in about 3 months, we have like, 8 new songs.
& we have remedial on friday AND wednesday
so our practice time is reduced to only,
4-530 on fri and wed.
Ridiculous! :(

Nvmnvm, tmrw! I shall really go straighten out my thoughts :)

what's the problem now?

2008-01-14T20:13:00.000+08:00

Heh, I'm happy! :D
I played Yachiru on my bleach game on my Wii and owned everyone >:)
HAHAHHAHA
TAKE THAAAAAAT.
Yachiru VS Ulquiorra.
Yachiru Wins! LOLOLOL!

Enough :D I should stop playing those games so much.
Anywayyyy, School is taking up all the time la.
I need to go chinese new year shopping :(
But i don't have time which i blame on :
The never ending homework :(
The extra lessons :(
The lessons getting harder and harder :(
And the stupid Amath HA sitting on the table waiting to be done.

Shit manzxz.

Storybook endings, fairy tales coming true

2008-01-10T18:16:00.000+08:00

Fiona, Glor, i think we did a great job today :D

I feel so so so much better now!
:D And i actually did homework just now,
E math and USSW while pigging out on instant noodles, ice cream and pineapple tarts. I'm probably going to get another kg,
I need to start doing sit ups soon, fat are accumulating at my stomach dammit :(

CCA orientation tmrw, omg the horror.

upside down bouncing off the ceiling

2008-01-06T12:34:00.000+08:00

Ohmybloodyhell.
I finally completed the damn 1200 word essay on blue, even though i know it doesn't make sense and that it's out of point, but it doesn't matter anymore cause it was the first thing that came to my mind, and i really wanted to get it over and done with. Oh and i finally cleaned up my shelves, after throwing away many many books and cleaning for two hours yesterday.

Done (:
Basketball again yesterday, w/ usual people. Sat at macs for a looong time and then went to prata shop for dinner. Again. Yeah.
School so far is crap.
HA is still 80% undone.
Going out later, w/ Fiona, Lxy and Gracia i think.
Buying notebook later.
I think my life is very mundane.
Byebye (:

Edit
I remembered my dream from last night! I dreamt that the twilight casting were out, and all the actors they picked were horrible. Like, ugly not matching people for the characters, so much so that i was crying O:
Maybe i really shouldn't read Twilight/New moon before i sleep everything. Sighs.

we had a million questions all about our lives

2008-01-01T00:50:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year (:

Turmoil of emotions. I'm sad and happy at the same time. LOL, that sounded stupid right?

But its true, i'm so sad that a year has gone, but i'm also happy that its a whole new year, which means we have a whole new bunch of adventures and experiences to look forward too.

Hey Spastics,

Remember when we used to sit under void decks for hours just talking, without knowing that many hours had actually passed? Remember those many birthdays we tried our best to celebrate? Remember those times when we could just play basketball the whole day? Remember those unexpected bubbletea meetings, be it smack in the afternoon or at night? Remember how we all sat to play guitar hero? Remember the time we all just started crying together at the same time? Remember how we used to get all pissed with each other, but at the end of the day we always patched up? Remember all the times we went through with each other? Be it good, or bad, stupid or not. All those memories will always always be part of my life.

Thank you for always putting up with my nonsense and weirdness. Thank you for listening to my ranting, for lending me a listening ear, for watching me cry, for listening to my stupid jokes, for comforting me and encouraging me, for scolding me and waking me up when i really needed it. I'm sure i pissed everyone of you before, but isn't that what being friends is all about? Accepting each of their flaws, and loving them anyway. 2007 really allowed me to get to know at lot of you better. Esp, glor rain (: The change of class only goes to show how strong our friendship is, the fact that now, at the end of the year, we're still together. So perhaps, the change of classes were really a blessing in disguise.

Thank you, so so so much, to my spastics. We managed to get through 2007, 2008 will be no different i hope, and hopefully, it'll be even better. Let's make new, great, beautiful memories together alright?

To the band mates + section,

Genting really allowed me to get to know many of you, individually, and for once in a very very long time, i felt that perhaps, perhaps we weren't that un-united, perhaps, if everyone put in a little effort, we'll be able to make it. You all are a great bunch, really. You've given me such great memories, good and bad, nonetheless, i won't forget them! Genting was really great. I found that band was really not that bad, laughing and enjoying myself in band really wasn't much of a challenge. So let's not give up, and strive harder, towards a more fruitful 2008, and a very successful Impressions 9.

Horn Section! I really really thank god for you all. I could have never asked for a better, more unique, more fun section. Thank you so so so much. You all really have great potential, so since we're already halfway through, let's not give up! We can do it! We're not the hamster section for nothing, right? We have a name to live up to! So, bear with for about four more months! Let's put in all our effort, in this four months, so that we can have a memorable and unforgettable Impressions (:

Love,
Deanna.

2007-12-31T20:57:00.000+08:00

Ohmy, Its just to be 2008 in just hours time. I'm excited over what 2008 will bring, yet very very reluctant to let 2007 go.

We're going to be a year older now.
A step closer to O levels
Closer to Impressions 9

I can already imagine. People breaking down, not being able to cope, with their studies.
Ah, 2007 really came and went in a blink of an eye, The next we know, we may just be waiting for our O level results. And then we'll be headed to JC/Poly. Then we'll be headed to Uni/Work. Then we'll be having our 30th birthday, 40th birthday, 50th birthday.

Time does not wait for man

So we should just grab hold of whatever time we have left, and make full use of it. Yep, i'm going to make full use of this year. New year resolutions! (in the long run) :D
-12> L1R5 for Os
-Successful Impressions 9

That's basically it, really. 2007 2007, i'll really really miss you, all those good old times. But i'm sure, 2008 will be just as fruitful, and we'll make new memories (: Let's not let our past hold us back, hm?

i remember the times we spent together

2007-12-30T18:45:00.000+08:00

Oh mamamia. Mamamia Mamamia :(
I guess the fact that school's starting in three days have finally sunk in, now i'm really really worried about my homework.
Should i just chiong it out now? :(
Mamamia.

Anyway, earned ten bucks from helping my father pack stuff today, so i can finally get my earring now. Heheheh! Saw lxy at Astar just now when i went there for lunch (:
Went to cut my fringe and layer my hair at the back a little. Nothing obvious.

I'm still thinking. Should i do my homework? Should i Should i?
Wait wait, should i even log into Elearn to check the homework?
Or i could just go downstairs and watch tv with my mother.

Dilemma :(

Now I know what a fool I've been

2007-12-29T13:21:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!
:D

Its my mother's birthday today, so we decided to bake a cake for her (:
Was supposed to wake up at 8 to make but i ended up sleeping till 10 X:
Ended up making the cake when she went to buy lunch.
And LOLOLOLOL, it looks ridiculous.
Literally. HAHAHAHAH. FIONA! XY! YOU SHOULD SEE IT MAN.
And i blame it on Nana, naturally. LOL.
Going to Paragon for Japanese tonight (:
Working for my father to earn ten bucks tmr, so i can get that earring i've been eyeing for ages~

School's starting soon :( Noooooooooo.
OH OH.
I want an I LOVE EC(Edward Cullen) Shirt/Tank :( :(

you kick up the leaves and the magic is gone

2007-12-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

HELLLO! I'm back!
Okay, that's actually really old news, i've been back for about a week now -.-
Italy was really pretty btw! :D
Um um.
Went to Glor's church, the candles were really pretty and the sermon was interesting. And then went to Pl's church for dinner, i didn't understand the whole sermon thing cause it was in chinese, but it was still fun cause we managed to make a fool out of ourselves ( as usual ) at the back of the chapel, reminds me of the old chapel period days (':

Ohhhh and then something stupid happened. I lost my wallet -.- -.- Which contained my ez link card, dental card, neoprints and 55 bucks -.- Meh meh, and on christmas eve to boot. Bloooody hell.

Christmas was gooooood. Got presents. Got high. GOT A WII. Got wasted.
I got.
-Wii!
-New moon
-A pretty top
-Gift voucher
-Bath soap set
-Pretty pouch
-Bag
-Ang paooooo :D

I just finished new moon today! Its really goooooood. LOL. Go read go read! Esp, Twilight! Thank you TTL for lending me! :D

Okay, i'm lazy to blog already, LOL. Go read someone esle's blog instead.

take a deep breath and look in your eyes

2007-12-08T17:04:00.000+08:00

HELLO!
DID YOU MISS ME? :D
Heh, just got back from Malaysia yesterday, and i felt so bad cause i told everyone i was leaving for Italy last night, when the truth is that i'm leaving tonight -.- Yeah, midnight flight tonight! Meeting others later for dinner cause they are gonna send me off. ♥ ♥ ♥

Anyway, Genting was great, we got Sliver :D I'm quite alright about it, since we really didn't exactly perform up to standard, but the worse part was that after it was announced, we got a scolding/lecture when 75% of the content actually weren't true. Confronted the teachers after that, and its much better now (:

I miss Genting! I miss secret hideout bus rides! I miss our 'TaoYan!' I miss the cold cold wind. I miss my roomie/groupie! I miss the gossips! I miss waving at night to the cars passing by! I miss the shopping! I miss the friendship concert! I miss the time spent with the Wg people! I miss everything and everyone (':

Leaving tonight :(
Miss meeeeee. Will be back on the 20th, will plan for combine section outing then :D
And Christmas is soon. Spastics! Christmas party at my house again! :D

Genting pics here - http://paperlolita.multiply.com/

♥ Ciao? Italy here i come!

Just take your love and hit the road,

2007-12-02T17:05:00.000+08:00

This week's been tiring but really fruitful! :D

I SHOOK UTT'S HAND WHILE 'WORKING' :D :D
I love twilight! :D Thank you Teng li!
We won 3rd for the Brass Competition
Hildan Brass was the first to perform for the first ever brass quintet competition in Sg! LOL!
I'm getting ready for genting~
And Italy!
Miss me :D
I'll miss everyone of you very very much.
Okay, i gtg, love you all :D

Don't miss me too much. Its just 3 weeks (:

lets get drunk and drive around

2007-11-26T19:54:00.001+08:00

Watched Enchanted w/ Spastics today minus reyna and pei lin, LOL the two most retarded ones.
On the plus note, I'll see them tmrw cause Rey Rey says she's coming band. Heheh. :D:D

It was da bomb manzxz. But i think whatever movie i watch w/ them will be nice, cause the most impt thing is that i'm watching w/ them. Anyway Enchanted was damn cuteeeee.

-My lucky hot dog!
-Popcorn that fell on Fiona's stomach
-Gracew hiding from *
-Cam whoring! @ CS
-Neo prints
-Prata and teh tarik
-Window shopping.

Omggg, and to think, in a week i won't be seeing them, until three weeks ltr :(
Sadddddddddd :'( :'( Just the thought of not seeing grace w and grace d until don't know when saddens me. And not seeing Fiona till thurs :( At least i've got the band spastics for genting trip!
WE MUST TAKE A BAND SPASTICS GROUP PIC OKAYYYYY :D:D:D

Ohyes, don't forget the concert is tmrw (: (: (:
And band tmrw, and i'm still sick. Boooo.

Yes you are (:

I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss
How does she know you love her?

cause you caught me off guard

2007-11-25T20:08:00.000+08:00

I wrote a whole long long long long post but blogger screwed it up -.-
I feels stupid rewriting it, so i'm gna do it in point form :D

-Went to market, to look for threedollars guy but he wasn't there
-Mommy brought me to eat Vietnamese food cause i was craving it
-Bought Secret Recipe home!
-Went to bedok interchange to walk walk
-Spent over 100+
-Bought dinner
-Homeee
-Sick w/ Flu Cough Sorethroat Fever
-Wants to watch Enchanted tmrw really badly :(

Rawr. Why i am getting sick now? When i'm gna watch enchanted tmrw and i'm going overseas in a week? Whyyyyyy >:{
Anyway, my week's totally packed alrdy :(
Mon;Enchanted!
Tues;Band, Quintet?, CGSSB Concert
Wed;Band, Hero?
Thur; Wg?, Shopping, Work
Fri;Tuition, Quintet?
Sat;Quintet Competition :/
Sun;Pack bags!

3rd-7th Band Genting Trip!
8th-21st Italy Trip!

Miss me alright? (:

No pics cause i'm using lousy laptop w/ no msn and no pics >:(

you're one in a million

2007-11-24T21:57:00.000+08:00

I'm caught a cold and it really sucks :(
Managed to get LXY to buy her sister a present, I feel very accomplished, because LXY is a very hard person to please :) Had brunch with her then went her house to slack for one or two hours, before i went home.

Played computer all the way until now. At least i did something constructive, like make the new spastic site layout. Heh!

Oh oh, and i just realised. The brass quintet is just next week, and we haven't practised or anything, and we suck pretty badly to tell you the truth -.-

I don't want 1 Dec to comeee :'(

lasted forever and ended so soon

2007-11-24T09:41:00.000+08:00

Hello you :)
Last night me and my brothers were in my room, discussing what to give our parents + nana for christmas and LOLOL, they came up with ultimately stupid ideas -.-

Lo and behold, i'm in charge of chasing them for money + collecting money + buying the gifts + hiding them from nana + wrapping them.
Rawr rawr.

Mommy
-Necklace + Earring for her Birthday + Christmas!
Daddy
- Converse Voucher/Handkerchiefs?/Customized Mug with our faces :3
Nana
-Giordano/Timberland/Levis/Hush puppies Voucher

:D I love christmas!

Because i woke Xin Ying to down to the market with me in 5 minutes so she can borrow $ from me and buy a present for her poor sister :D

Random Pic (up again!)

Disney Shop! Osaka, Japan Trip w/ Band, June 06
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.

great things happen in a blink of an eye

2007-11-21T22:05:00.000+08:00

So many things happen lately! :D

Making Jelly
Spastic Chalet

Wheee, Both were teh bomb manzxz, like what it said on Xy's and Fiona's blog :)
I'm lazy to explain. Hahah.
Had band today. Woodgrove people came by :) And omg, they are damn good la -.-
And Mr yuck came by, And omg, he really sucks la.
I wonder if i can like, pay him the money and he just doesn't come forever :D:D

Thank god we're thick skinned man.

Fiona, PL and XY just came by btw. And omggggggggg, i'm lazy to blog -.-

those are the last words of a fool

2007-11-14T18:02:00.000+08:00

:D Life was good to me today,
Had band is the morning, Sectionals, we washed our horns, then went back to play new pieces again, fairly alright!
After that, Stayed at the canteen for awhile with the Saxophone section, before going to Shps' mini funfair :D

~~Got ripped off~~

LOL, but its okay, i'll take it as i'm contributing to my primary school (: Met Fiona and Pauline, and watched Fiona have lunch. Went to the outdoor playground to slack and talk, then Paulin went home and i went to Fiona's house to drink her leftover bacardi, THANKS(:

Saw her coloured contacts, LOL, it needs getting used too (:
Went home because Godpa was there, Heh, I finally got my angbao:D
Then they brought me back to Fiona's house there -.- To do french pedicure, because my Godma wants to open a Manicure/Pedicure shop.
Hahah, i'm not complaining, free pedicure anyway (:

This is no place to try and live my life.

2007-11-13T19:05:00.000+08:00

Hello you (:
Today had band which wasn't very good. D: Oh well. I shan't specify here.
Got many new scores for impressions 9, next year, and its really hard, esp for the horns :(
Went home after school for lunch, i'm saving money~
Watched Game Plan w/ Daddy and Greggy :D
Peyton is damn cute♥ And Daddy got my k350i, which costs 0 bucks -.- Whatever, anything is better than my stupid Motorola now.

i knew i loved you before i met you

2007-11-11T20:02:00.000+08:00

I'm packed manzxz. Which probably is good.. Idk.
Went to check out Winter apparel just now. Bought this thick trenchcoat thingy.
Its black, and its nice :D
And i look fat, since its so thick.. I look stumpy :/ Meh.
Claymore 74 is up, that totally made my day.
I'm going to miss Peilin ♥, that stupid girl has camp after camp after camp. Rawr.

Anyway, tickets to Italy are confirmed :D 8-21 MISS ME KAY!
We're landing in Rome and coming back from Milan.
Which means, we'll move upwards, Rome to Florence to Venice to Milan!
Thinking about it makes me happy.

This week:
Mon: Band, Heroes (10-12)
Tues: Band, TheGamePlan w/ Daddy and Greg
Wed: Band, yes again -.- REYREY's Birthday!
Thur: Cityhall, meeting Sarah to collect Concert tickets. Speaking of which, Xinying and Jasmin! Please bring 12 dollars :D Oh, and i still have one spare ticket.. Any takers?
Fri: Dental. Library!
Sat: Nothing
Sun: Pei Lin's Church
Mon: Fiona's Chalet, Celebrating Reyna's birthday!

♥ Wheee.

wherever you go, i will be waiting

2007-11-10T17:54:00.000+08:00

HELLOYOU:D
Went to school today, around 9, practiced with LXY and Maggie till about 10+ :)
We ( xy, peilin, me ) went to bubbletea, talked and joked, then i went to collect my jeans. Rawr. The woman's a ripoff man. First the pumps, now this. Double rawr.

Anyway, so i spent the rest of the infront of the computer, appearing offline in MSN, and neither Fiona or LXY are online. I wonder where they went. Fiona is busy counting sheeps in dreamland, that i know. Maybe xy got like, kidnapped by some squirrels in the lift, speaking of which, squirrels reminds me of the dumb commercial on tv now ...

-.-

Poor greg, Mommy's been scolding him for every thing today. Oh well. Poor Greg, Lucky me i guess. SIA club tmrw with family :D (hope so) And my Godpa has been very childish lately, tsktsk, he should learn to act like a thirty year old, not a three year old. So maybe xy, you're not that bad :)

Make your heart drop and come alive

2007-11-09T20:18:00.000+08:00

OMGOMGOMG,
I found the greatest deal online.
Ever.
EVER.

Omgggg, can like someone who has a credit card pretty please MSN me and tell me that you have one and that you're willing to help me buy something online? I PROMISE TIPS OKAY.

PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Anyway, Mommy says we can drink the strawberry creame vodka tonight, yes xinying, the one you saw in the fridge. Hehe, Lucky me :D

if you ever think of me

2007-11-09T17:37:00.000+08:00

Yesterday
Lunched @ Home
Met Fiona, went to Marina
Dinnered @ Home ( STEAMBOAT manzxz )

Today
Went to Lib, Met LXY!
Lunched @ Home w/ Xy again (:

Yeah, Omg, today made me feel so blessed :D
When something freaky happened, I had XinYing whom i could run to.
When my earphones and monitor died on me, I had Greg who helped me fixed them.
When i was feeling bored, I have so many friends whom i can turn to :D

I feel so, so so blessed.

I never dreamt it'd be this way

2007-11-06T17:15:00.000+08:00

I need some soul searching, maybe i really do need to go to church again.
I haven't been myself these days ....
Ahhhh,
Not being me just,

Scares me.

Okay, byebye i'm off to find Deanna, she's not under the bed, or hiding under the blankets, i checked.

you're unlike any other

2007-11-04T20:38:00.000+08:00

HALLO YOU! :D
heh, today has been a good, happy day.
spent the day eating a lot.
potato chips, chocolates, yoghurt, icecream, satay and all those other crap with my mother, at this rate, i'm going to grow fat. like, FAT FAT.

:(

Anyway, my mother brought me to go pierce my ear today, so finally, my fourth piercing! :D then we went to aries to buy my clips and then mondo where she bought me a pair of shoes. Hahah, she must be in a really good mood today. Queued for like, forty five minutes for dinner
-.- Major rawr, because it was so darn hot.

There's band tmrw lah, totally full of shit. RAWR.

you'll always be my thunder

2007-11-03T12:01:00.000+08:00

Doughnuts for breakfast! ♥
If you're reading this, you're not supposed to be reading this.
Go,
http://sheermasquerade.livejournal.com/
OR
http://u-dun-understand.blogspot.com/

:D I've got nothing here so shooooo.
Anyway i need to go, shopping.
Reaaaally. Not just walking around TM or wherever.

Like, really go out, like that time when we went Heeren :D

A life made of memories gone so young

2007-11-01T12:03:00.000+08:00

IM GOT BETTER THINGS TO THINK OF NOW.

Except that SPA was pretty much screwed up .. thank god it not the real thing, oh i swear,
i'll die.

On a happier note,
The flight to Italy i confirmed. :D ITALY, HERE I COME.
But i'm not sure when we're coming back, anyway i'm leaving on the 8th D:
I need to ask MsNg to let me come back with Felix on the 6th.. just in case.

And, Grace got her colour contacts, Fiona got her piercing and Gracew is gna earn big bucks by working later, and we're going to watch her match at tp. :D

Plus, i've got the whole house to myself :3 Im happy, as of now, until some bitch comes along and ruins my mood again, yes, i'm happy.

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

2007-10-30T17:58:00.000+08:00

Hello, fuck you.
Posted on my LJ.
Lets end it off in a nicer way okay?

Fuck you.

Three way conversation was good. :D thank god for xinying and fiona.

♥cause maybe, you're my wonderwall

2007-10-29T19:07:00.000+08:00

Hello :D

Today, had band, worked a lot of postcard from singapore, but i think we sounded better, well, we definately sounded better, we're slowing improving! Anyway, after band Mr Sim gave us a ride to CS :D Had lunch w Peilin, Xinying, Jasmin and Ms Ng. Pepper lunch! Its my first time eating that ( dont laugh ! ) And Ms Ng treated us to Haagen Daaz chocolate fondue :D THANK YOU!♥ Went to meet fiona, and we sat there and talked for 3 hours -.- Funny how time flies when you're talking with friends! Oh and i realised something, when i'm alone, ithink alot ( i do-.- ), about all sorts of stuff.

I thought of the line, Enemies would be out to degrade you, but Friend would want to improve you.
Would you rather a "friend" who would lie to you and tell you that (exp.) you look pretty in that when the truth is that the colour actually really sucks on you?
Or a friend who would tell you the truth, so you won't actually wear it out and get mocked at and be the gossip topic?

Idk, think about it. :D

You've got the spark I've been looking for

2007-10-27T11:33:00.000+08:00

Hello! :D HAPPY HOLIDAYS PEOPLE!
Two months! Spend it wisely! Esp those who were on the verge of retaining, please please don't let the two months go to waste, its better to mug now than regret later, because Os are THE THING! If we don't do well, where do you want to go?

Anyway. I'm not exactly satisfied with my results, it could be better really. Ahh well, i just got to work harder i guess.

Oh, we went to parkway parade yesterday i find a job, but we realised that spending money was definately more fun than earning money :D Bought a pair of slippers cause mine broke -.- And and, we actually got lost on the way! Ahhh, this proves to show that we hardly go there.

Ate so much :( I think my tummy is growing bigger and bigger now.
Lets so we ate, Andersen's Ice cream, Auntie Anne's Pretzels (Cinnamon Sugar ♥), Salmon Sushi and Honey Glazed chicken. Plus it was just tea, because i ate a lot more when i went home!
:(

Anyway, Topshop is having sale! :D Wheeee. I'm going there soon again!

Fiona and Grace! nudgenudge. ♥

Oh i uploaded the pics already btw!

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

2007-10-25T16:25:00.000+08:00

Tea Chapter today!
To sum it up, its was okay :D
Today was a fairly short day anyway!
Glorianne helped me burn the symphony seed CD!♥
She's an angel, really!
I really thank god for all my friends and family, cause really, they are probably the best present i can ever get from God.
Without them, i don't know where i'll be right now and who i'll be cause they influence me, thus they affect my character and personality (good and bad influence :D)

But anyway, i remember, quite recently, i wrote,

"And and surprisingly Anime instrumental music can be very very nice! Like, Sakura Kiss strings ver. And the piano vers of all the songs. And and the orchestral ver of gundam seed destiny i deleted a long time ago(i totally regret i tell you)."
Tuesday, October 09, 2007

♥ ♥ ♥ Anyway i'm really enjoying it! The horns are awesomely good, like REALLY. I like track 9, the flute, horn and violins ♥ One word: AWESOME! The sound is so good, i'm so inspired to work towards that sound. Speaking of which, i think i played too hard yesterday, i feel an ulcer forming on my upper lip.

Thank god for all my friends.

i'll be waiting time after time

2007-10-20T14:32:00.000+08:00

If you're lost you can look
and you will find me time after time
if you fall I will catch you
i'll be waiting
time after time

God. I'm so damn bored. Hmm, Yesterday. Met Fiona on the bus, went to grace's house to play tennis, for two hours. Met Graced and Xinying, then played basketball for like, fifteen minutes :D Hahaha, totally redundant, but anyway, went to swim, cause we were sweating like mad. Okay fine, i didn't swim. Okay, truth to be told, I simple can't swim, I'm afraid of water. Ha-ha. Go ahead and laugh. Anyway i was more like... Floating? Nah, walking on water :D Yeaaah. Bathed and went to meet Peilin for lunch:D Had a greaaaat time talking about all those primary school and embarrassing stuff -.- LOL. Ahhh YOU GIRLS BETTER KEEP MY SECRET! Oh yes, i realised i happen to have a secret talent for pinching people. Gosh, my parents must be so proud of me.

Anyway, changed my braces colours again, this time to bright purple! :D Met Fiona to buy her stuff, slacked at the library till my parents came and Fiona went off to * * * ;) Mummy had bad news, maybe we can't go Italy anymore cause there is no seats left to come back to Singapore from Rome or Milan from 19-21 :( Ahhhhh, and i really wanted to go there. Ohwell. Anyway, read finish Rosie Dunne last night, in like 3-4 hours or something, its really good(not as good as PS, i love you. though) . Now here i am doing what i'm best at doing - Nothing.

Hmm, i should go read manga or something again. Anyway Xinying and I are going job hunting next week. I want a job, a part time one, for one month only :D Any lobangs? Hahaha. Ohoh, on the 17th was my older brother's birthday, and on 18th we went to Zen at east coast. There's what happened. (Ps, my brother's name is Zachary aka Z :D )

Z: Wah, last year we went to Zuko, this year Zen. Notice something? All the places start with Z.
Greg: Yah, your name also.
Me: -.-
MyFather: Cool leh! Eh next time i bring you all go Zouk
Me: Okay okay! But must wait for me to be 18 first!
Greg: Me also!
MyFather: Orh, okay lor, then next year we go Zoo then.
Me+Greg: -.- ....
Z: Eh! Zoo the food very nice, i dont mind!.

[EDIT!] (WARNING, VULGAR!+MANGA)
Fuck Takumi, effing asshole, CHEATED ON NANA. I HOPE HE DIES A HORRIBLE DEATH EVEN THOUGH HE REALLY IS HANDSOME AND HOT.
[/EDIT!]

its like i'm walking on broken glass

2007-10-13T17:05:00.000+08:00

♥♥♥
Love it :D

Hahaaha. Today is boring, been waiting for Xinying or Fiona to come online but they didn't :( FIONA! If you see this sms okay okay? :D Hahahha.

Read Prince of Tennis today. I love Fuji♥
And Seigaku better win the nationals >:(

Mehmeh. I shall go read more. Byebye :D ♥

i'm from a world thats so different

2007-10-12T20:17:00.000+08:00

Omggggg :(
I want to slap myself. I feel like being emoemo now, but being emo doesn't suit me right!
RIGHT?

:D :D :D

...
Doesn't workkkk. Its all fakeeee. FAKE SMILEYS.
Meh, and and now there's another thing that made me sad.

MANGA, SPECIFICALLY AIRGEAR+POT

Wahhh, firstly ah, Airgear, Kururu is getting so irritating and trying to take Ringo's place, AND IKKI IS FREAKING PISSING ME OFF. TOTALLY. I'm getting so super irritated with him now :( And the stupid author, suddenly introduces a new character and make her so important. -.- AND I DONT GET WHY EVERYONE IS SO WORKED UP OVER SORA. Because Ringo is so gonna kick his ass, because in the weird nogravityandweirdairpressure thing, he won't be able to take it. And there are some totally great, literally, GREAT people like NUE! OMG NUE. I can't believe they made him a very side character and Ikkiweaky a main one. Ikki is arrogant, ignorant and so immature. AHHH.

And Prince of Tennis :( :( IM SO DAMN SAD CAUSE INUI IS IN AND MOMO IS OUT! My momo! :( :( Momo deserves to be in so much, i rather kaidou go out :( HMPF. AND MY GOLDEN PAIR! Kikumaru and Oishi! I totally love them to bits and, OISHI BREAKS HIS WRIST.

I know majority of you won't understand what i just said but, TODAY IS A MAKE DEANNA SAD DAY! :(

as he asked if i would come along

2007-10-12T17:28:00.000+08:00

Omg, today i cried for real :(
Cause i watched, world trade center
It seriously got my crying like, a lot.
Practically one whole box of tissue paper gone like that.
Ahhh, i think its because i'm really sensitive to these things.
):
):
):

2000 plus people died. the thing is, its not some natural disaster, it happened because some assholes decided to throw the damn airplane into the world trade center :(
Many many died, trying to save others. I think that makes me so super sad.

Imagine how it feels to wake up one day, and think as if everything is going to be as usual, not knowing that that day is going to be the last. Imagine your last minutes of your life is filled with pain, fire, screams and terror.

I'm going crazy :( I need Prince of Tennis to cheer me up.

touch the stars for time will not flee

2007-10-11T17:43:00.000+08:00

Meh. Xinying called and woke me up at 230, but i decided to sleep till 330 and meet them ltr :D
Went to buy instant noodles at a1 then went to basketball court. Ended up watching for about ten minutes and then they didn't want to play anymore-.- But but, WE TRASHED THEM. Hahahahah. Anyway, went to bbt then went home! :D Gotta go school at 8 tmr for band -.- Ahhhhhh.

Ohh today, this is what the aunty at a1 told me, it made me almost cry :(

Aunty: Actually i wanted to close this shop(A1) already, but Uncle can't bear too, because its his passion. He likes talking to all the students and chatting with them, but now its so quiet already. These two weeks, since we kept the chairs, Uncle has been very depressed cause he misses you all.

Omg, when i heard them i seriously almost cried, especially when i thought about all those times.

The times when we all flocked to A1 after band and the whole space was taken up by band members.
The times during alumni when after thinking of where to go for half an hour, we'll always end up at A1.
The times when the spastics kept craving for A1 curry+tomyam instant noodles.
The times when me and gracia would sit at A1 for hours, talking about the stupidest stuff ever.
The times when xinying jasmin and me got the cardboard from them for our skit, we made them a mini card saying, thank you a1! and they displayed it up!

A1 holds so many memories, i miss the uncle too :( Ahh, i wna cry alrdy.

if we walk now we will divide and conquer this land

2007-10-11T09:19:00.000+08:00

Hello :D
Just came back from ton+class chalet!
Came back arnd 830 and took a nice long bath.
Hahahah, i'm gna sleep now, blog agn later :D

I feel the sleepiness kicking in again.

and he caught a glimpse of her face

2007-10-09T17:10:00.000+08:00

Wow two updates in a day! Hoho, 300 is approaching! :D Just like uh, -counts

...

88 MORE :D (including this)

Hahaha, i'm listening to all the anime music again :D
Bleach is awesome as ever.♥
Ouran's music is sooo awfully cute :3
Full Moon Wo Sagashite is alright, i think i've listened to it a little too much.

And Gundam Seed/Destiny, i like ♥♥♥ It's so funny how the ending can be like shit and make me and reyna want to kill the director, but yet, the music is so nice! Esp, Reason.
And its so funny how Claymore anime can rock so much (except for the ending when they strayed from the manga) yet, i totally hate the music. ugh.
And and surprisingly Anime instrumental music can be very very nice! Like, Sakura Kiss strings ver. And the piano vers of all the songs. And and the orchestral ver of gundam seed destiny i deleted a long time ago(i totally regret i tell you). Hahahha, so Anime music can be really really good.♥

you can count on me for life

2007-10-09T15:57:00.000+08:00

F R E E D O M

:D Wheeee. Hahhaha, EOYs are officially over for me! Yep, POA was easy, definately passable, now i just wish i'll get an A!

Yeah, basketball-ed again, with the sec twos. Went home to sleep for awhile.
Anyway, class chalet tmr! Hahhaha i'm preparing chicken wings again -.-
I dont think i'm staying over, probably gna meet xinying, fiona and graced to ton at some mac, then watch the sunrise around 6 :D

I know this is reaaally random, but i think i'm really a peranakan at heart! Heh. I totally love the food to bits, and i love the culture and the kebaya and those beaded shoes. Unlike my brothers, i adore Buah Keluak and all the traditional food! Hahaha. I just wish i could converse in malay better. Oh well :(

Firefly come back to me
make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
tell me that your lonely too

Omg this super reminds me of p6 days :(

I am here to live out loud.

2007-10-08T19:37:00.000+08:00

Wheeet. Today spells F R E E D O M :D
Okay fine, actually not for me, cause i still have poa paper1 tmr, but really, its so simple and easy i dont even think it's counted. And besides, its only an hour and mostly theory :D

Hmm, i've been playing around with photoshop a lot lately, and the funny thing is, i actually like them and feel like coding them even though i've always hated coding since forever >:{
Anyway, i'm thinking of re-joining the community again but, idk. I'll think about it!

Hoho. I've planned out the list of things i wna do during the Nov hols, cause i'll be away for practically the whole of Dec. :D

November
Suntan@Setosa
More and more shopping!
Sleepover/Chalet
Rey rey's birthday
Picnic @ the hill

December
Genting trip,
Then Italy here i come! :D

Yeaaah. I'm super excited about Italy! Rome! Sistine Chapel, Spanish steps and all :D Yeah and i don't think i'm going to join the brass thing anymore. Cause the competition is on 1st and 16th. At most i'll just go and coach Karen :D

Ohhh i should go study theory anyway! Byebyeee

can you keep a secret?

2007-10-07T18:09:00.000+08:00

:(
I've been studying bio for two hours, yet nothing can into my head. I just can't seem to memories anything at all.
Pshht. I think i'll just like, drop to combine or something -.-
Anyway, i totally give up on bio!
I'm going to eat dinner and watch tv and practise amath at the same time!
Hahahha. I'm a multi-tasker. At least i hope i am.

Ohhh well. Guess i'll just wake up at 5 for smthg tmr and study bio agn!

:D BYEBYE.

(ps. i'm totally in a holiday mood now)

the stink of burnt rubber

2007-10-05T19:00:00.000+08:00

Hello hello :)
Math today was okay, even though i left many many many blanks :D
POA was relatively easy.
Ate at KFC and went to play bball!
With some stupid sec ones -.-
Teamed up wit Damai girls against them. I find them very very irritating and small and...
Immature. But tsk tsk, typical guys :D
Anyway, went to TM to meet my mother and nana and ahma and brother.
Went to Giant and bought so many stuff -.- Esp food.
So much so that we couldn't even carry them to the lift, we had to make like, three rounds.

Hahahah anyway today was good :D

he said, take my hand

2007-10-03T15:35:00.000+08:00

Pissed off man >:( Fck.
Ahhhhhh. Now my chem is so screwed up to the point i'm going to fail because of that stupid shitface bitch. I didn't complete my paper. Left many many blanks even though this paper is totally passable. I'M GOING TO FAIL IT. Fck fck fck. Thanks a lot shitface for listening to music during the exam and cranking the volume up so sound the techoshit song just made me totally lose focus and concentration i couldn't fcking think.

So. Totally. Pissed. Off. I went out of school and cried because i'm going to fail my chem because of HER and NOT ME and because i really really dont want to drop to combine.

>:( Fcking bad day for me.

the higher you fly, the harder you fall

2007-10-03T09:56:00.000+08:00

HA HA HA :D
I'm at home now~ And its like 10 AM ,
And i was slowly taking a loooong bath
And slowly eating my yummy doughnuts for breakfast.

Hurhur. I know you all wanna kill me :D

Anyway Chem paper starts in an hour and fourty five minutes time and i'm not studying. In fact, i haven't studied for chem at all yet -.-

I feel like failing cause i'm lazy to study :(

Combine combine here i comeeeeee~

Tmr- Chinese
Fri- Math p1 and POA p1
Mon- Amath and Biology
Tues- POA p2

just an ordinary day

2007-09-30T11:23:00.000+08:00

Just a day,
Just an ordinary day.
Just trying to get by.
Just a boy,
Just an ordinary boy.
But he was looking to the sky.
And as he asked if I would come along
I started to realize
That everyday he finds
Just what he's looking for,
Like a shooting star he shines.

He said take my hand,
Live while you can
Don't you see your dreams lie right in the palm of your hand

Ordinary day - Vanessa Carlton

:D Been mugging! But now i feel so .. lazy -.- I feel like just, getting a pass is enough and i'm too lazy to go study more because nothing can go into my head. Like the feeling that no matter how much you study you're still not doing to do well? Thats how i'm feeling :D

Doesn't better if my grades are good or not, just as long as i dont drop to combine/retain, i'm satisfied! :D

Yeaaaaah. I shall go slack some more, BYEBYE :D

and they looked like fireflies

2007-09-26T20:19:00.000+08:00

Wheee played with sparklers just now :D

THANKS ICKYVIKI FOR THE SPARKLERS :D :D :D

I promise i'll buy the cross from you! Hahahha.

Mugging later :D EOYS NEXT WEEK!

just so randomly beautiful

2007-09-22T15:05:00.000+08:00

"I despised you because you believed in nothing but your own damnable beauty" - Blais

Hello, its been awhile hasn't it ? (:
Ahhh. My EOYs are going to be so damn screwed because despite my attempts to study, i always end up sleeping or behind this stupid screen.

Meh.
Ahh well. I'll probably try and revise english and emaths today. And a little bit of science tomorrow before going for the concert :D

Yeaah i really hope i follow it or it'll be another two days of doing practically nothing. :(

"I'm glad that you're not the first one to break my heart"
“It doesn’t make it better being the second.” He added.
She smiled softly, “No. But it makes it a lot easier.”

-Strictly Profession, the new story i'm hooked onto now :)

everything but my heart

2007-09-20T18:40:00.000+08:00

Other blog babes ♥

love is one big illusion

2007-09-13T18:50:00.000+08:00

WHEEE. a day nearer to saturday! SHOPPING<3
Heeren. NUM. Wanton Mee. Marina. SHOPPING!

Hahahha okay i can't wait and i've saved up like 35 already :D
Yeah today. Got back poa and chem test papers. Okay only :/
Yeah Ehist and PE was okay. Eng is uber boring man -.-
So was SS, two sleep lessons in a row.
Anyway Bio went to lib to do some worksheet thingy, managed to finish all the qns :DD
Yep. Went home, did Emath and SS letter shit then went to meet the others at the bball court.
Played bball for a while before going to pasar malam then going home :D

Yay! DONE(: 201! Next target is 250!

get my feet back on the ground

2007-09-11T20:25:00.000+08:00

200th! FINALLY :D

In case you're wondering why i'm making such a big fuss, its because i never actually have a blog that last so long. Yep, never before :D So this is sort of my first actual lasting blog i reached 200! Even though i had this blog since like november last year, its still an accomplishment! :D

In the morning the weather was awesomeee ♥ POA was okay, and i actually listened in bio! Completed the EOY06 paper during Eng. CD was stupid, literally -.- Makes me want Ms Ng to come back really soon. Ah well. And for once i actually get Amath :D Thank god this topic is easier than the others.

Band! Sectionals today; slacked, practiced reflections, played trailridge ONCE and slackkkked all the way with my section + trumpets and se :D Hahahha full band was alright but i wish we could play something other than Nottingham :( Anyway! SL COMPETITION POSTPONED♥! Thank me alright! :D :D

Wheee yay that's the best thing that happened today. Oh and the pasar malam is up already!

pasarmalam = temptations = buyloadsoffood = cantsave$ = little$toshop
Bitter-Sweet♥ Equation :(

So now, follow my stomach or head? Hm?

{edit i just remembered its september 11 :( Six years already, since that terrible thing. I remember staying up at night so damn worried if my father was around that area or not :/ Thank god he wasn't ♥ Anyway god bless those who have lost their loved ones ♥ edit}

that you will love me anyway

2007-09-10T18:24:00.000+08:00

199th POST! :D Wheeeeee.
Hahahha. Anyway, today would've been a great day (weatherwise) if not for the terrible terrible smoke because its so rainy and cool ♥ However i have this bad feeling tomorrow onwards would be hot and humid and stuffy and sticky and all those disgusting things related to hot.

Yupyup. School wise was okay! Chem test was a horror though :/ Just let me pass! Bio was B-O-R-I-N-G as usual, respiration. But its better than learning about plants though, plants is not only boring, its so redundant unless you're going to be a botanist or something. gah. but for a very funny reason i still love bio ♥ The only good thing about today is that i got 10/13 for my Amath test! Which goes to prove that if i actually make the effort to study, i may pass! Yaay! Yeah and a bad thing is that the two stupid pigs scribbled on my ss wkbk, history txtbk and amath exbk :( Damn them.

Hmmm, i came home early today and used the computer so that means tonight i'll be studying bio and emath. Ohhh it seems my mother brought home doughnuts! :) :)

doughnuts+applepie = fatteningbreakfast = noreccess = savemoney = shopping!
love that equation♥

{edit! I realised something about myself i dont like :( Actually there are many things i don't like but i especially don't like this now. ITS MY TUMMY! Although i'm skinny and maybe slightly anorexic, SLIGHTLY OKAY! My tummy is so fat :( Ahhhhhh. I should do sit ups every night. Yes i should! Go Deanna! :D :D Yeah. Sit ups, sit ups, sit ups ...

Oh yeah one more thing, i realised that the SLs/ASLs are quite bonded! Heh, even though its in the wrong way but still! We're bonded! Hahaha. There know what i'm talking about♥ I just hope nobody backstabs/does-anything-like-that tomorrow. edit!}

There is no excuse my friend
For breaking my heart
Breaking my heart again
This is where our journey ends
Your breaking my heart again
(MLTR)

colour makes the world go round

2007-09-09T18:52:00.000+08:00

YAAAAAAY!
New layout since so so sooooo long! :D
I love it! Its so colourful and random and stupid!
Wheeeeeee. Hahahaha.
Maybe now i'll be motivated to blog more cause i like my layout (for now)

:D :D

And i feel accomplished! I studied chem for an hour and i guess i'm pretty confident about tomorrow's test! Mhmm! And and i only have bio and poa left to study, amath and poa ha to copy tomorrow and i'm doneeee! :D

I feel so happy! Now my blog is so... COLOURFUL-Y!

I don't need wings to help me fly

2007-09-08T20:52:00.000+08:00

Today was gooooood :)
Hahahah except the homework part because the only thing i did was USSW :D

Met fiona to return her her mickey mouse pouch she left at my house.
Went to check out the jeans i saw on the way to school.
Bought a new notebook with fiona
Hahahha spent time at Big bookshop and prime doing nothing
Ate dinner with my family :D
Nana bought for me the grey jeans ♥♥
Bought coke and loads of chips
Went home feeling very very happy

:D :D :D I'm a happy girl today!

cause we go shopping after a fight

2007-09-08T13:40:00.000+08:00

Hello Wello :)
I changed my mind about yesterday because i realised all my links have expired and i'm too lazy to change them and i'm too lazy to let people know that i've tagged them because they actually don't read my blog but the bottom line is that.

ANYONE CAN DO IT OKAY? -.-

I'm so random and retarded.

And i should be doing my homework because i've only done Emath of which 50% is copied. :D And school is starting in two days and i have a stupid Chem Test on the first day of school which happens to be the very first period.

A very nice way to start of the week no?

Hmmhmm, Here's the homework i have.

English Ussw
Social Studies Letter shit, Crossword and Article/worksheet.
Emath HA. (DONE:D:D:D)
Amath TYS, elearn lesson and worksheet.
Poa Worksheet
Study for chem test on QA

Yeaaaah I'll check again tmr and see how many are ticked :)

A smile is a language even a baby can understand,
It costs nothing but is worth a lot,
It lasts just for a moment but the memory of it may last forever.

cause we make stupid look coooool

2007-09-07T18:01:00.000+08:00

CAUSE FIONA TAGGED ME AND I NOTHING TO DO APART FROM LISTENING TO THE POWERPUFF GIRL SONG FIONA ASKED ME TO LISTEN :D

Rules of the game:
Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things or habits or little known facts about him/herself.
People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own 10 weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
At the end you must choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.
No tagbacks! :D

1. I love anime with lots of fights and bloooood.
2. I think i have the weirdest yet the bestest friends ever
3. I sometimes wish i was anti social
4. I'm competitive (gah)
5. I'm easily satisfied. Little things can make me verrrry happy.
6. I'm a sucker for love stories. Especially tragic ones very one of them dies :D
7. I love my fox smileys on msn :D
8. I like going to the supermarket with my mother in the morning cause its empty and cool (:
9. I dont open up to people easily
10. I like annoying people. Its fun and you should try it :) Just not on me.

I shall tag those who fiona didnt tag :D
People: NicholasSoh, CarissaLEEEEE, Fahmi, YappieKer, Peiyi and .. uh Grace Woo again :)

its a picture of a thousand sunsets.

2007-09-06T19:54:00.000+08:00

Wheeeeeeee :D

I'm going to upload many many pictures on friendster so that i'll catch up with Xin Ying and Fiona and next time i can look back and laugh at myself(and others)

:D

I'm going to look for pictures to upload!

Its a redundant post but...

ONE POST NEARER TO 200!

when i close my eyes its you i see

2007-09-04T18:53:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHH.
tightened my braces yesterday :(
Hurts like shyt laaaaa.

RAWR.

I really

Cannot

Stand it.

REALLY! :(

AHHHHHHHHHHHH. Dammit. I predict another sleepless night.

you dont realise what you have till you lose it.

2007-08-31T20:25:00.000+08:00

Hello :)
I bet you missed me. You, as in you reading my blog, if there is anyone reading it :D
I'm just posting so that i can get 200 posts soon!

Yeaaaah. Happy teachers day.
MS TAN WHEREVER YOU ARE, HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!
Cheerleaderwannabe misses you very very much.
So you must come back soon with your AngMoh boyfriend okay!

Mhmms. Ohhh things i like about eating dinner at home is that i get to save money and talk about random stuff with my family :)

Like today, i just realised my mother used to be a model, but she quit. Hahahah, i can't imagine her being a model now -.-

Anddd, i just reminded of a long long time ago, when it was my birthday. I remember Mark ate the piece of chocolate on my cake which had the words, Happy Birthday Deanna, on it and i starting crying. LOLS. Yes over some piece of chocolate Mark ate. Hahahahah. I used to be such a crybaby.

But i'm not anymore. :)

I SWEAAAAAAR.

this may never start, we could fall apart.

2007-08-18T17:52:00.000+08:00

Posted in my other blog :)
Ask me for it.

Fireworks Tonight :D :D
Esplanade Tomorrow :D :D
Tests on Monday :( :(

Beneath the cover of perfection laid layers of flaws.

2007-08-10T20:30:00.000+08:00

Wah seh.
MY MOTHER TOTALLY PMSED LAAA
When i came back she was fine la,
now i just want to go downstairs she makes so much noise
And for some reason it linked to my handphone bill -.-
$%@&^
Unreasonable.

IM GOING TO GET A PREPAID >:(

Okay peilin, i'll take over your status of whole world :D

We got some straightening out to do

2007-08-08T19:22:00.000+08:00

Was emo/pissed during discussion ;D
Now i know how it feels but hahah, told you fiona!
I'm a Big girl, I dont cry okay! :D
Yeaaaaah, I ended up hiding under the piano where i stoned and slept.
Hahahha. But band prac was gooood! I love my section many many :)
Ate prata and went to play basketball.
Drank bubbletea and went homeeee.

Oh yeah the funfair was good.

:DD

its a game of give and take

2007-08-05T11:58:00.000+08:00

GO TO XINYING'S BLOG TO SEE PICTURES :D
and let her gain more hits too!
Hahahhaah. I bet she loves me now :)

Wheee. Study session and concert later!

Tooooooodles~

Dammit i really wanted to watch Legally Blonde 2 >:(

stainless steel, hot wheels and high heels

2007-08-04T20:04:00.000+08:00

Today was a :D day.
Hahahhaha, i've been having happy weekends lately.
Band was alright, MY JUNIOR CAN PLAY BANANA BOAT.
Yaaaaaaay :) Played captain's ball, then played with the sec one netball girls.
Won, but twisted my ankle and scratched my knee-.-
I'm accident prone, i tell you.
Anywaaaaay. Went to Metro for the sale thingy.
Ate lunch and went to NTUC where Xinying, My mother and I were going around eating all the food samples :D
I love the Japanese curry :D
Then went to eastpoint where mummy had her facial while xinying and i walked and walked and walked and walked and ate ice cream :)
Today was a total failure for Xinying and her whole 'diet program'.

Yeaaaaaaaah, Today was fun. And my mother must be so contented since she bought 4 pairs of shoes, got away without paying for the carpark fees and got her facial.

:D That lucky taitai wannabe

what hurts the most is being so close

2007-08-03T19:32:00.001+08:00

today was :) except that i got locked out of the house.
hahah. played basketball!
wheeeee.

the best part of today.

REYNA TALKING AHLIAN.

reyna says ' ShinDong. you make my heart do loops. saranghamnida XD ROKUGO! ' says:
miie don'ts understandx wat eeuxx meanx LOL

.reyna says ' ShinDong. you make my heart do loops. saranghamnida XD ROKUGO! ' says:
i hate eeuxx worss.eeuxx berii meannie eeuxx noe lehxx LMAO

Reyna you never fail to surprise me with your utter retardness :)

But its okay :) I still love you Frozen Toad, on the account that you sent me songs :D

Ohhhhhhhhhh. I feel damn nice today luh. Lent Jackie 1.50, Johan 0.80 and Nana 20 bucks! Treated XinYing to bubbletea and gave Reyna two dollars. Hahahhaha. I'm so happy :)

I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift away

2007-08-02T15:14:00.000+08:00

Life is just so damn unpredictable.

Cars crash into river as bridge collapses

At least 60 injured and 7 dead.

Second Korean hostage found dead

21 hostages left. It's just so damn ironic. They are Korean Christian Aid Workers on a Mission Trip, and they got captured to be hostages.

I hope it'll be solved soon because it just seems to darn unfair.

Stupid stupid life.

{edit} Oh yeaaah. Today.
I'm probably going to fail my Ehist and Chem test.
Raaawr. My whole CT is just totally screwed :(
Went home straight after school then went to make IC.
Only had a pathetic piece of sushi for lunch. Meh.
Andddd ICA was damn packed today-.- There were like, 40 people before me.
Blaaaaaaaaaaah.

Ohhhhh. I flew during PE today -.-

she said love dont come easy

2007-07-30T18:33:00.000+08:00

Today is a :) day.
Hahahha, Eng CT was :/ rather difficult. SS was okay.
CRRP was crap, Eng was stupid -.-
I didn't understand a thing during Amath.
Then HP! :D
It's really not thaaaat bad. But not very good either :/
Hahahah I like Luna.
Mhmms. Ohh thank you fahmi for the treat :D
And and when grace and i were at the interchange, this girl came up and wanted us to do a survey.

Girl: Uh, what level are you from?
Me: Sec three :)
Girl: Wah? Really ah, i thought you two from sec one
Me: Okaaay -.-

>:( Grace! We go hamtam her okay? Hahahah. Ohoh next one,

Girl: What CCA are you from?
Me: Band
Girl: Oh okay, got a lot of people from band.
Me: Oh, hahha.
Girl: What CCA are you from? -to grace-
Grace: Volleyball
Girl: Wah! Cannot tell leh! You look like the singing type.

LOL. Can't tell Grace is from volleyball cause she's so short :D
Lalalala~ Oh oh
joke of the day: Grace says she can jump high and that she's a talent!

its not a big big thing if you leave me.

2007-07-28T21:56:00.000+08:00

Today was spastic, retarded and utterly fun :D with peilin and xinying!
Hahahha.
To sum it up,

bought two tops and a pair of jeans
went for alumni
took my IC photo
went to xinying's house
had steamboat :D
read claymore!

Yeaaaah. Read claymore till approximately vol 12 :D Damn shiok i tell you. Hahahha.
I want moreeeeeeeeeeeee.

-whines-

(Xinying's losing to my brother at guitar hero now:D)

2907! TOMORROW IS A BIGBIGDAY :D

midnight girl talks and weekly sleepovers

2007-07-27T19:43:00.000+08:00

Today was super moodswing :(
I was okay/tired/happy in class.
Hyper during Chapel.
- during Band.
Okay again after school.

One word for today,
Shit.

... No wait, two words.

Colourful shit

i dont believe in myself, so what do i believe in?

2007-07-22T14:42:00.000+08:00

I love the weather these days :D
Windy, Rainy and cool.
I really hope it stays like this for a long long time!
Omg, i hear my family(excluding me) watching Epic Movie downstairs-.-
I told them it's a waste of time, but noooooo, they didn't listen!
Rawr, i'm going to laugh at them after they waste their 2 hours watching some retarded movie :D
Mwahhaah.

Omgggggggggggggg.
I watched Nana last episode.
T_______T
WHAT KIND OF ENDING IS THAT?
Where's nana? Did she die? Where's Takumi? And Reira?
And Satsuki is so damn cute :3

you know i didn't mean what i just said

2007-07-21T20:18:00.000+08:00

I DON'T GOSSIP, I SPREAD RUMORS :D

Hahahah, that's for xinying and mean bitch ♥
And and happy belated birthday gracia ♥
Yeaaaaaaah.
Celebrated her birthday at billy bombers, heeren :D
Went home late and woke up early T_______T
Band today, 845 to 610.
Sec ones plus Alumni.

Aiyaaaaa, I'm just so not used to blogging :/ Byebye.

That's why her hair is so big.... its full of secrets!

2007-07-18T20:22:00.000+08:00

Band was okay today :D
Except that, that nehneh never come -.-
Hahhaahah, Got two new scores now :D
Yeaaaaaaah.
Ohoh and Xinying, Jasmin and i pulled up our socks ALLLLL the way up today!
See what good girls we are!
Ohhh, and my section got pumping -.- All thanks to mister simon chong. Meh.
Lucky only 5 :/

Yeaaaaaah.
Thanks Fahmi for the soontobe treat :D And Papaya for the many many packets of gummybear and the Spastics for Mistah Brown because he's just too damn cute :D

Hahahahha. Thursday tomorrow! :D Slack day! No Amaths! No band! No staying back in school!

...

Shit i have dental :(

when the world was reaching its end

2007-07-17T20:15:00.000+08:00

A SUPER BIG THANKYOU
to everyone who wished me a happy birthday :D
A BIGGER THANKYOU
for all the presents :D

I super loveeeeeee it! Hahhaha, I named my doggy already, He's Mistah Brown :D And my birthday cake is called 160707StrawberryShortcake :D Thank you spastics! I hearts you many many worXxXx.

And to my section! Although it's a small card, but it makes a big big gigantic difference okay! I was close to tears laa :'D Hahaha.

And and the sec twos! CarissaSwan, BryanRabbit, Jeremy, Elf and JunMeh. The sweets are damn sweet luh :D <3

And my family!
Mummy for the party which earned me loads of angpows, Daddy for the very nice dinner, Kor for the gigantic clock and well, Greg. For being Greg and not getting me anything YET :D

I could go on and on but yeah :D I'll never forget 160707!

Oh oh and happy birthday michelle! :D

2007-07-15T15:09:00.000+08:00

ONE MORE DAY TO MY BIRTHDAY :D

plus i have stupid toa cah soh test tomorrow -.-
Meh.

Hahhaha. Anyway i had my ohso nice princessy cake my Aunt bought for me obviously as a joke -.-

:D LESS THAN24 HOURS MORE !

Look at the boy too shy, he ain’t gonna kiss the girl

2007-07-12T20:24:00.000+08:00

I love thursdays! :D
No A maths! No Lu lu!
No stupid contradicting band!

Hahhaha. Plus today we had the Maths remedial thing.
Gosh. It was damn gooooood man!
'Cause i ended just listening to 3E gossip :D
Lunched at macs then went to play bball ♥
Super fun to play with the good old people.
And and we continued on our gossip session at bbt.

I love today ♥

i'm deanna and i hate you. yay.

2007-07-11T20:34:00.000+08:00

I pms-ed today laaa.
As in, during lessons, but i was okay in band.
Ahahha, Oh yeah i seriously hate james la.
>:( I hope he moves his seat to the other end of the class.

Blah. But band was okay :D
But but swan wasn't there, ken also >:(
And certain things caused me to pms a little bit again.
Oh sheeeeeesh.

HERE'S BAD NEWS.
I can't go for the band trip to genting.
>:(

RAWR.

2007-07-09T18:59:00.000+08:00

I GOT A HEADACHE.

Rawr. Today was bad bad bad bad and..
bad :D
I have this feeling tomorrow will be worse, but oh well.
I've got to do my mountain load of homework and practice my horn :(
Stupid Mr sim and his stupid test. Stupid teachers and their stupid homework.
Stupid everything :(
Except me :D

Hahahha. Just wondering,
Have you ever looked at a person and wonder to yourself,
"Gosh? I wonder why she turned out like that, she was so decent before!"

... :/ I've wondered to myself that very often.

I wonder how many people wondered that about me .....

And there he goes, so perfectly,

2007-07-06T13:38:00.000+08:00

Ponned chapel today :D
Today was boring and lonely. Rawr.
Glorianne didn't come and we didn't have the same reccess with anyone esle, so i pulled fahmi to follow me! Heh :D Thanks fahmi!

Yeaaaah. Wth. Someone threw a stone and hit my brother's nose, so now it's totally swollen and it could be fractured.
%#($*%@&%(
Stupid laa. I'm following my mother to the primary at four later.
To go complain :D Yay.
Hahahha, my mother asked me to go along because she say she dont know what to say -.-
But its okay! She got me :D
I'll scold the teacher for being so effing irresponsible la. I mean, so what the lesson is over, he should at least see that they go back to class orderly right!

Waaaah. If anything happens to my brother's girly features, i'll kill them i tell you >:(

and maybe get some sleep tonight

2007-07-04T20:12:00.000+08:00

I love band today :)
I love my section :)
I love my sec twos :)

I hate my playing <_<
Like, shit. I'M PLAYING SEC ONE STANDARD.
Raaaah. I'm going to work doubly hard to get my nice sound and pitch back :D
Although class sucked-.- I didn't understand a shit in poa and i missed emaths, cause of health screening ...
I'm still having problems with my back :/

Oh well. I like ken's moving ear, tengli's blurness, carissa's hardworking-ness and karen's quiet-ness :D

I dont want to go to school tomorrow :(
Ehist SS and Amath homework!

She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love

2007-07-02T20:29:00.000+08:00

You know what, I really thank god for my friends because it's the one thing that allows me to lift my head up and be proud of :D

Today was a goooood day. Happy youth day everyone!

Met Woowoo and Fiona. Walked around tm and cs. I didn't buy anything! Fiona bought quite a lot, Grace bought clips, EVEN XINYING BOUGHT SOMETHING.

T______________T Super Shi bai i tell you. Rawr.

Then Woowoo went to meet her mom. The three of us were supposed to go to bedok reservoir cycle but xinying couldn't :( So yeah, just Fiona and me, and this time we went all the way to the hilltop! Love it! We must must go there again :) Hahah.

Many things happened today, Going up the hill was tough, we could've said we'd go another day but we persevered on, and you know what, if i didn't have a friend there supporting me, i'll probably have given up halfway :)

Life lessons like this are priceless.

Thank you.